Unhappy: You are not saying specifically what is wrong, which may indicate that you are not sure. So, rest assured. Spend some time sorting out what exactly bothers you and what blessings you have in your life. Are you exhausted because you are not getting enough child support / pandemic? Or are you really in a bad marriage, job, location? Would you just like to stay home with your kids for a few years to reduce the stress of trying to do the superwoman thing? If not, what practical, day-to-day changes would make you less likely to run away from home? Once you have determined what you want, you need to discuss what it would take and what sacrifices you are willing to make to get there. Everything is possible. But there are always tradeoffs. And, of course, if there’s nothing specific that’s bothering you, just general discomfort, you need therapy – or maybe rest… or something like that. But, seek professional psychological help. The little-talked about epidemic within the pandemic is depression. It can make a beautiful life dark.